I usually start the new year with renewed energy and excitement for life. But not this year. I feel physically tired, spiritually dry, emotionally worn out, and mentally unable to think. I'm not sure why and am unable to think it through.
While waiting for Kate's friends, Jackie and Michelle, to join her at Borders this past Sunday, I finally purchased the latest U2 cd, "How to Dismantle an Atomic Bomb". It was on sale but still pricey because it comes with a dvd. I also purchased a book, "Reaching for the Invisible God" by Philip Yancey, and a cd, "Furthermore" by Jars of Clay, at the Calvary Chapel Bookstore.
Today after work, I listened to both cds. It's been a long time since I just lay there and listened to music as the primary activity. It felt good. Good music is experienced not just listened to. While listening to U2, I experienced freedom and felt humbled by my inadequacy. While listening to Jars of Clay, I experienced God's presence and a desire to love Him more.
"I want to fall in love with You."
While waiting for Kate's friends, Jackie and Michelle, to join her at Borders this past Sunday, I finally purchased the latest U2 cd, "How to Dismantle an Atomic Bomb". It was on sale but still pricey because it comes with a dvd. I also purchased a book, "Reaching for the Invisible God" by Philip Yancey, and a cd, "Furthermore" by Jars of Clay, at the Calvary Chapel Bookstore.
Today after work, I listened to both cds. It's been a long time since I just lay there and listened to music as the primary activity. It felt good. Good music is experienced not just listened to. While listening to U2, I experienced freedom and felt humbled by my inadequacy. While listening to Jars of Clay, I experienced God's presence and a desire to love Him more.
"I want to fall in love with You."
1 Comments:
oh, my dear lauren...here's to a great new year for you. i'm glad music still has the ability to minister to you. =)
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