It's been really hot here since Sunday, up to 90 degrees. My students and I've been feeling miserable at school due to the breakdown of our AC unit. The office had to call it in somewhere and we don't know when someone is going to come by to fix it. Meanwhile, this is our third quarter testing week and I'm not expecting my students to do well under such conditions.

This monday was difficult for me. I loathed being at work. I wanted to quit for no good reason. I even searched job search engines on the web during the lunch break. I kept thinking that I could not do this for the rest of my life. The thing is that I probably won't, but having this bad attitude is not helping my present situation. I even asked God why he gave me another teaching job. I am such an ingrate. I've been fighting this sudden negative attitude so it's slowly getting better but I don't even know what caused it. Are my feelings just playing tricks on me?