Last week was bad, mostly due to my own bad attitude towards everything. I just wanted to shut down, close the blinds, lock the doors, turn off the phone, and crash into my bed for several months. I could not motivate myself to do anything for work or wedding. When Friday rolled around, I ran out of school as soon as I could, drove home like a maniac, and crawled into bed...for a whole thirty minutes. I wanted to sleep more but I had to go pick up Li-li at her daycare and then to Bible study. I fought down my whiny, grumpy physical body with some Starbuck's tall toffee nut latte and went to Bible study because I thought maybe my bad attitude was a spiritual problem. Graham talked about having eternal liberty in Christ.

Today I went to school and I was in good spirits especially for a monday morning. My attitude had readjusted enough to motivate me to work without griping. I'm not sure that there was anything specific from Bible study or even the Sunday morning message that impacted me but I think just having my mind renewed with God's word was good for me. Hopefully this week will be better.